For my big sister :

Dearest sister,
I have a story, a little story, I really glad you to read this. 

14th June 2009, Sunday Morning
Drrtt, drrttt, my phone vibration was shocking me. Somebody called. I picked my phone, and then answered it. “Halloo Finka… Congratulation for your graduate yesterday, this is Aya.”, said the caller. “ Aya, how are you? When you came back? Really nice to hear your voice today, thank you!”, I said. “ Hehehe, yeah, I came here last Wednesday, what are you doing know?”, said her. “I’m with my friends know, in Borobudur hotel, my friend’s mom, reserved this room for celebrating our graduation, you want to talk with them?”, I said. “Of course!”, said her again. So, she talked with some of my friends that she knew. I said to her, we must meet, maybe go to church together (because usually we always go to church together).

Aya is my friend. She is really nice. Nice friends, nice teachers, nice sister, and also nice adviser for me. She gives me good examples, she teaches me when I cannot understand my school homework, she always hear when I tell something to her (when I happy, sad, or mad). She gives me good admonitions. I always miss her. Know, she is on her study in Melb, Australia. She has been leaving for 1 year.
Let we flash back to 3 years ago, when I just start my high school life at Santa Ursula School.

17th August 2006, Thursday after school ceremony (HUT RI)
At Transjakarta bus shelter.
“You are Finka?”, asked a girl. “Yes I am.”, I answered. “You are lector too right?”, asked her again.” Yes in Kosambi”, I said.” I’m Clara, I’m a lector too”, she said. “Oh, you are lector!”, I said. She is my senior in school. Today, her role as Moh. Hatta in ceremony visualization. She acted very well. She took theatre club in school. She recognized me, I was surprised. Then, we were chat and we often met in school, transjakarta shelter, or church. I know she is very kind person. I like to tell something to her until knows. After we know each other, we often meet in transjakarta bus, because sometimes I go to school by transjakarta bus and always go home with this bus. Our destination is same, because our house is near. In lector/lectreses group we were same as new members. We join the preparation together and give support to each other when we got a chance for read the pericope. When I in X grade, I often found some difficulty in Math an physics subjects. I asked Aya, and she helped me. In home, I don’t have any sister for shared something that cannot be shared with my brother or mother. Since I knew you, I can tell all my ideas and of course you always heard and also give some advises.

One year, two years in Sanur, and the moment has come, you must continue your study abroad. Hmm, first you decided to continue at NAFA, Singapore, you got the scholar, but then, you continue in Swinburn. I supported you.

You were leaving when I in the XII grade. And I really miss to saw you at the shelter, every day when I go by transjakarta. I stopped for a time in lector group because of ‘busying’ school project and I didn’t accustom to not saw you in the lector’s room. I think I just like a spoiled child if you were there. Yes, because I think you’re my real sister!

3rd July 2009, Friday afterglow.
I and Aya have an appointment to come to church together for the first Friday. In fact, the lectors’ choirs group must sing today. I must join too, because there are no enough people. Aya came late, but still sing for our choirs. She sits beside me. And since 1 year we never met, and then we meet again. Wah, I’m really excited. I cannot stop the tears and hug her, maybe because I’m really happy and … I couldn’t sing too. After the mass, I went to Aya’s house. We went by foot to Aya’s house, and that means we must pass two estates. But we enjoyed that. We talked about many things.

23rd July 2009, Thursday and 24th July 2009, Friday.
I asked Aya for attend the Friday mass. I sent the message, then for a while, she replied. But, she said she couldn’t come because she must pack her goods for the next day she must leave again. Oh, okay no problem I said. I came with my mother. When I arrived, I still hope Aya already finished her packing. But, in fact she couldn’t. But once more, it’s okay. I just pray for her *.
I haven’t give her something yet *, maybe next time when she come back.
“I’ll miss you too”

Come back, Oh!

Hello…
It’s been so long I didn’t write something here. As you know, first time I wrote something in this blog is because some project about IT lesson. So, it was full because I must have some score. But know, I want to train myself to wrote something happen in my life. You can give me some comments or critics (of course if you have some free time). Anyway, I would say thanks to read my ordinary story. 

The day before tomorrow, Wednesday, 22nd of July, I had new spirit. You know what? Yeah, I just was playing badminton again. It’s not deliberate. Some days before, I just ask my friend for playing badminton (again). Because, suddenly, 1 year ago, I usually played with him and another friends. I really miss to plays again. But, my friend was injured, so, he said he cannot playing. Ooh, poor me. My time is so tight, because, 2 weeks again, I must go to some place for continuing my school. So, I think, this the last chance for me to playing badminton in the place that I’m really love (until I have some holiday to come back) . I cheered up myself, maybe next week.

But, at 5 o’clock, my friend just sent me a message that asked me to come to playing badminton in the hall. Wow, I was really surprised, little bit excited, I think. My ordinary day become special. So, I replied and said : “ Ok, I will come!”. Before the time, I watched TV an played something crazy with my lovely brother. It was fun, then, I took a bath and checked my ammunition. I’m ready to go.

I went by foot, because it wasn’t really far. Just a little walked to got there, I just read my message from my friend, their change the place to another hall. Ooohhh, I must walked again. It makes me tired. When I just walked, I heard somebody shouted my name. Oh, that’s my friend! So they picked up me and we go together to the hall. I realize, that was only 1 girl, and that’s me. But it’s not a problem, because I have become accustomed. For chose the pairs, we ‘gambreng’, and I played first and paired with my friends. I enjoyed playing, and we win. After that game, we gambreng again and I must played again with another paired. Ok, I’m played. After that, I took a rest first. It was fun.

After that I played one full game again and I must go home because I had another agenda. Fifteen minutes, I arrived home, and it was raining. I took a bath again and sit. Waited for my friends to came. But, she was called and said she would not came because of rain. Hmm, okay, tomorrow hopes better, I said. So I walked into my room and watched TV again and ready to sleeping. In the following day, I woke up and felt all of my bodies was hurt. My hands, arms, legs, calf, shoulders, everything. Until today, I was injured maybe. I was forget to warming up. It was not a good experience. I think it will take 1 week more to make my body back to normal again. Hmm, I must be patient. >.<

Masa Tenang

Masa tenang yang bisa juga disebut masa tegang.. View days Road 2 UAN.. Yeah.. Mau gamau harus mau deh. Selama hari Jumat n SAbtu bsok klas 12 diliburun buat belajar dirumah. Iya, emang sih masa tegang juga, tapi kalo blom nnton fastfurious rasanya blom afdol. Hehehe , sebelum tegang kita relax bentar boleh yah, yang penting ga lupa waktu n kewajiban. Takutnya kebablasan sih, tapi gapapa deh. Ntar kalo ga inget waktu yang rugi kita sendiri. So, wath out!Lets build your strategy, now. Teman, kita udah belajar selama tiga tahun ini, sekarang tinggal mengulang2 saja dan menyegarkan memori.. Harus bisa (seperti kata es bi way) ... (berkata pada diri sendiri) ;D

today, as the return spot

Iyak. Hah. Senin, sudah tanggal tigabelas April 2009, besok merupakan rangkaian TO uan yang TERAKHIR, iya try out terakhir. Yang berarti seminggu kemudian kami akan UAN. Iya, UAN. Penentu kelulusan kami. Saya benar2 tidak sabar dengan semua ini. sudah kepingin pegang raket, atau apalah, main kek bultang sebentar, tangan gua gatel. Semua cock disingkirkan dari mata saya. Duh, mo gimana juga ttp aja mau main. Tapi apa daya, harus ditahan,harus ditahan karena saya tahu, efeknya panjang dan tidak baik bila sekarang ini dilakukan. Okay, harus bersabar, pasti tiba saatnya hari pembalasan. Semoga hasilnya setimpal deh.

Tegar : Birthday 2009 (to be continued)

Hallo tegar...
aih aih... smakin singkat aja nih waktunya bisa bareng-bareng
Hari ini tanggal 3 April, dan hari ultah ODEY!!
Jadi kepikiran buat nulis "TEGAR BIRTHDAY 2009" Isiya tentang apa nih? Wah, ini bakal berisi ultah-ultah anak tegar sepanjang 2009, memang ga terlalu penting sih..tapi apa salahnya. Blom tentu tahun depan bisa ngerayain birthday rame2 kayak sekarang, yakaann?? Nah, let's we start..

The First, at Febuar 15.2009 : UBBY aka Fanny Gunawan

Ultah di Grand Indonesia Sweet Seventeen Birthday Dinner @ Times Square
Wah, mengingat bday yang ini gua palig-paling sedih. Soalnya ga bisa dateng tepat waktu, gua dateng sih tapi smua orang uda mau pulang! Kenapa bisa begitu? Kira2 gara2gangguan teknis deh. Hmm birthdaynya katanya asik n seruuu... Semua riang gembira lalalala.. Ubby memilih dc old fashioned, dan kartunya didesain ama koko winda.
Mama sempet bikin bunga buat ubby si, n sbetulnya dari jam stenga 4 gua juga dah ke GI, tapi yah apa daya. BTW, yang penting smua OK dan ubi senang!Ubi bakal ke jerman dan pasti gak sering2 balik ke jakarta, huh sedih deh hiks hiks, but for ubby: Happy Succes!Good luck!

The Second, at 6 Marz.2009 : FELI aka Felicita

Ultah Feli kita selametin di sekolah, gua ingat waktu itu hari Jumat. Feli termasuk yang "tua duluan" hahaha ucung...ucung...

The third and Fourth, 25-26 Marz.2009 : CECE GRETA aka Marcella Margareth dan KOKO WINDA aka Winda Banyuradja


Nah birthday cece n koko kita rayain gabung, hehe. Secara dempet ya... 25-26. Kita surprisin gini, sebetulnya ini plan B karena plan A nya keburu ketahuan akibat kesalahan teknisnya Dora hahaa ;p Dora ga sengaja kekirim sms ke winda yang isinya " Surprise winda gmn ? " nah mau kirim ke irma/ ubi, apa daya kepencet nmr winda...hahha yaudah kita ganti aja. Kita kasih tau greta kita mau surprisin winda, trus windanya kita kasih tau surprisin greta, nah kan jadi bingung.. Mana pas kita nyanyi hepi bday buat mreka bdua, greta malah juga ikutan nyanyi buat winda karena ga brasa di surprisin...cece..cece.. hehehe Kita surprisin Di gading, la Piazza di happy puppy n gading food court. n si koko juga dapet surprise dari teman-teman ipa2! wedets wedets :D puas d lu :P

The Fifth, 3 April.2009 : ODEY! aka thats hot aka Audrey Gandasasmita

ODEY!! dari pagi, stella, anne udah sibuk dipapan doa nulis gede2 ODEY haha dari lorong ujungnya juga kliatan dey! wkakaka, Dey, tapi maaf yah hari ini ga bisa kasi kue dsb, soalnya lagi ujian praktek n jadi susah ngumpulnya abis jadwal juga beda2.. Nti kita rayain bareng-bareng yah oke okdey, bsok DORA! haha

The Sixth, 2, 4, n 22 April 2009 ODEY, DORA, DEDE aka Audrey Gndasasmita, Isidora Sawitri, Finka Hendratantular


Wah… ultah yang ‘tak terduga’ ehehheehe di umur delapan belas (yang udah ga muda) tp tetep imut ehehee ini dikasi kejutan ulang taun dari teman-teman dan adik-adik tercinta. Tahun ini jatuhnya bersamaan dengan ujian nasional, wedeh, MAT pula. Udah pas pagi-pagi dirumah gaada yang ingat ultahnya, trus harus ujian mat, bla-bla bla uda ga mood ultah hehehee, kayaknya ga ada yang special. Tapi ternyata ada kejutan di hari itu , makasii bnyak buat Geni n Mendy , n Vina, nofi , udin, Irma, calista, rita, tessa!, yoan!, hana, siapa lagi ya hari itu, duh thanks bgt! Gua beneran tidak menyangkaah aih aih… MAkasi kuenya enak.. meskipun sampe rumah udah jadi spit n tombolo ehehahaheahe… :D waahh asik deh, makasih!
Terus udah gitu abis kita ujian, UAN, hari Jumat tgl 24 aprilnya, kita ke grani yang tujuannya ‘hebe-hebe’ , kata Irma. Wah wah ternyata sekali lagi dirayain!! Horee Enak ultah bertiga dibulan yang sama, apalagi semua lengkap bersebelas lagi! Jadi inget terus masa kelas sepuluh ynag asoii :P hahaa makasi buat ubby, irmak, koko wind, cece gretaa, dora, feliucung, mandaa, jojoow, yoph Kabul, odey, dan tentunya ada micheline juga hehehehehe cupcakesnya makasiiii… :D

Terus, terus ini saya ucapkan banyak terimakasih buat yang dah ucapin di FB, sms, atau ketemu langsung makasi ya, maaf gabisa bls atu per atu... hehe ;p GBUU

hari-hari akan jenuh

Kemarin sejenak beristirahat. Dateng ke ultah teman yang sekarang sudah berumur 17 tahun, semakin memperjelas kalau waktu berjalan cepet banget. Hari ini harus udah mulai lanjut lagi tempurnya. Besok, tiga hari berurut-turut dari senin ampe kamis bakal TO. hari pertama masih manusiawi, tapi hari ketiga... Beh... mikirinnya aja udah males duluan. Geografi yang banyak itu ditambah ekonomi yang berarti 3 mata pelajaran skaligus(eko, akun, ekonometri) Fiuuh, bosan juga yah.
Hmm.. tapi ini sih mau ga mau deh, harus lanjut sampe klimaksnya entar. UJIAN! huuuhhh seperti kata pepatah Bersakit-sakit dahulu bersenang-sengan kemudian. Menurut pengalaman teman yang sudah lulus tahun lalu, " Mending ikutin aja deh alurnya, blajar ya blajar aja, ntr kalo udah lulus mau ngapain juga bisa. Mau main apa aja juga bisa ". Sepertinya memang benar, jadi mulai sekarang jangan mikirin yang senang-senang dan hore-hore dulu deh, mesti konsen trasi yang terutama, biar gaada penyesalan kedua. Amin.

memulai babak baru

Hari ini akhirnya selesai juga rangkaian ulum semester dua buat anak kelas tiga. Fiuhhh... lelah baget, penat banget! Bayangin aja, kita harus mempelajari minimal berbelas-belas bab dalam tiga buku, ya kelas satu sampe kelas 3... Emang si seharusnya udah dicicil dari kapan-kapan... Cuma ya tetep aja, rasanya susah banget deh buat nyicil, apalagi waktu sebelum umum kesibukan dan aktifitas kita belom stop. Itu salah satu faktor yang bikin nilai dan belajar ga maksimal. Ternyata setelah lepas dari segala aktifitas, contohnya aja gua, udah lengser di osis, udah ga main di klub bultang, ataupun main mingguan di lapangan, ekskul, atau aktif di kegiatan gereja, semua capek fisik tuh ilang semua. Gua juga agak kaget si..Loh kok bisa ga cape? hehehe soalnya, biasa kalo nyampe rumah udah sore ato malem dengan keadaan tepar, capek, dan setelah mandi maunya tiduuurrr aja..Hmm.. Nah, pas semua ini satu persatu gua lepas, dan akhirnya udah fully not busy, gua baru nyadar kalo ternyata belajar gua itu sangat ga maksimal. Ada rasa nyesel juga si, kenapa ga nyadarnya dari dulu udah ngurangin kegiatan, toh ternyata gua masih bisa idup tuh dengan ga main badminton sama sekali. Main badminton ternyata super menyita tenaga dan waktu gua. Yang seharusnya pulang rumah bisa istirahat terus belajar, tetapi malah mulai latihan dari jam 8 malem ampe jam 11 malem, seminggu dua kali pula. Pulang-pulang jam stengah 12 malam dan belum belajar sama sekali buat sekolah besok. Belajar aja di ranjang sambil tiduran, pasti jelas ga masuk lah. Ampun ampun
Sekarang gempor deh ngejer pelajarannya, kan sayang.

Setelah lengser osis, itu juga salah satu hal yang bikin gua mulai kembali konsentrasi belajar, meskipun kerjaan di osis masih bisa di handle, tetapi diem-diem gitu juga nyita banyak tenaga dan pikiran kita loh. Banyak nilai-nilai gua yang turun, apalagi di kelas tiga ini, bukannya mantep, malah memble. Gua jadi frustasi sendiri karena sekarang jadi susah banget mau dapet nilai bagus, lantaran udah keteter banyak. Ga terkecuali mata pelajaran program. Sedih banget ngeliat nilai rapor turun drastis. Wiihhh kayak apaan aja deh susah ditulisin... hehehe

Sebelum terlambat kayaknya mesti ekstra kerja keras nih. Nilai itu butuh perjuangan ternyata. Sekolah emang capek, tapi kalo kita mau usaha kita pasti bisa. Amin, doain yah supaya lancar :D