I'm sick.

Today is my 'thesis day'! I mean that I'm not going anywhere and just stay at my room for gave my focus and fully concentrated to my today's target, which is 10 pages! Yeah, because these 3 days, I'm doing nothing. Nothing! Except weekend days, particularly.

I woke up at 6 am, then take a bath, then start, always with distractions. And, here comes my biggest distraction, I thought. I really upset and high tempered before, because I could't refuse any offers. Particularly from him. He want me to accompanied him to the hospital, to the doctor because he felt sick. I just doing my job, but he interrupted. He ruin my plan, all of my plan and target for today! I feel like I have no freedom, I can't do what I want to do! My heart screamed.

I'm sick. 

I'd grumbled with jutek face. And I was wrong.

He need me. He felt sick. I am selfish. And now, I feel guilty. I have a bad habit, I don't like when somebody- who close with me- got sick. I thought they're to childish so cannot take care for themselves. But, from the deepest of my heart, I think that I must change. I promise to try to give my empathy for them. I will not mad to them but will try to take care of them. 

This is the lesson of the day. 

Thanks!